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...YAY! [08 Apr 2003|02:01pm]
[ mood | curious ]



That test was unbelievably mind numbingly easy....is numbingly a word? hmmm apparently it is...i learn something new every day! YAY!

Nat has thoroughly frightened me...Happy Noodle boy...*shudders*...YAY!

Some old lady liked Gary's virility....this actually makes me nauseous...YAY!

argh evil math test to commence in bout 20 min...im confident in my ability to either A) Fail this test horribly or B) Use "creative problem solving" to pass it...YAY!

Boredom is increasing...YAY!

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tired [05 Apr 2003|12:30pm]
[ mood | blah ]

well my finger is apperently broken...wonderful...its swollen a purply now and i cant move it...gotta tape it on monday for practice...or game...dun remember which i have...

other than that life is fine...had to get my nails done this morn...apparently gentle is not in the korean vocab so my broken finger was bent and yanked on...very very painful...

oh well...time for a nap

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mrrrr... [04 Apr 2003|12:32pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

was in ok mood...now im not...now im just pissed off...but whatever...

pizza is cookin....

poem written

Rain that tastes like crimson red
beating on the ground...
I feel the sounds within my head
Rainbow eyes see the Kaleidoscope of music all around

The room around me swirls
and the walls begin to dance
Joining the earth in its constant whirl
luring me into a numbing trance

The cerulean scented air
tastes like coconuts and rain
his rainbow colored eyes
pools of ectasy and pain

Bubblegum lips
cotton candy tongue
beneathe my fingertips
I feel the flavor of coke and rum

I listen to the sky above
sounds of pink and grey
slowly ebony clouds do pass
night gives way to day

And beneathe my fingertips
around me...sounds of peach and plum
your gentle candy kiss
tastes of coke and rum

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CAFFEINE!!!! [03 Apr 2003|09:26am]
[ mood | hyper ]

sugar high...coherent thoughts patterns impossible...

ehehehehehehe life is funny watched some girls boyfriend or at least i think hes her boyfriend sittin alone in the stair well with his arm around some other girl who was not his girlfriend...unless she somehow turned arab and got braces...wanted to tell her....would tell her...but i wont cause its not any of my business...some girl wants the computer...HAH too bad humpty dumpty IM using it! Mwhahahahahahhahhhaha...

....the caffeine high isgonna end with me either a) in a bad mood...or b) falling unconscious by 1 o'clock

...oh well back to writage

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and now heres somehing completely different.... [01 Apr 2003|01:37pm]
[ mood | devious ]

holy shit brick bat man! ITS A WEBSITE!


Maybe i'm being bitchy but i just dont understand why they all freak out over a website....i mean honestly "oooo ahhh look at the pretty colors..."

grrr....why is there NO super glue in this school!? I wanna glue more coins to the floor...business kids r such money grubbing lil brats they claw at the floors for a damn quater...its humorous.

work? what is this!? mrrrrr...dun wanna work!!! im sleepy....

I'm not listening....nope not at all

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.... [31 Mar 2003|09:26am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

Do you type really fast? – eh some times
*Does it annoy people who are around you (like in the library)? – i dunno...
*Do you/did you like high school? – s'ok
*How old are you? - 17
*Do you have trees in your yard? - theres one hanging into my backyard from next door...that count?
*Do you like Tim Burton? – vai much so
*What annoys you more than anything? stupid people...
*if you woke up tomorrow morning as the opposite sex, what would you do first? – In the morning? Not really awake in the morn...might take me awhile to notice...
*did you read fear street books? – wha?.
*how about sweet valley high? – I repeat...wha?
*babysitter's club? the boxcar children? – Babysitters' Club: yes some of them boxcar children: no...
*goosebumps? – sadly yes...
*favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good) – hmm...anyone remember the really gay sho Space Cases? i ued to really like that show...Pete and Pete was good too
*did you watch are you afraid of the dark? – another show i used to like..yea i was a weird kid
*did zeebo the clown scare you? – a lil...i hate clowns...sad i remember who this is
*where do you vacation every summer? - LBI
*do you like the beach? – Vai much so
*do you tan or burn easily? - burn...
*if you could make one celebrity magically disappear, who would it be? – Orlando Bloom...
*how is life treating you? - lifes pretty damn good.
*what do you think it is that makes the "popular" people popular? - the ability to conform like a sheep....either that or being easy and having big boobs...i dunno
*what do you wear the most: clothes sometimes...shoes...
*are you using a pc or mac? - PC
*do you like chunky peanut butter? – I prefer creamy.
*what amazes you about the opposite sex? – the ability to survive (ie not wander into the street in front of a bus) when every other thought in their head is about sex
*are you in love with anyone? – no
*do you like anyone? – yes...
*favorite cereal – Lucky Charms...
*name a movie that makes you cry – The Cure...I am Sam
*what's something you like about the opposite sex, physically, that your friends think is odd? – hair
*do you live for today? – i guess...i dunno
*how fast can you run? - im very turtle like in my speed...until i get pissed.
*Favorite band from the 60's/70's - Are the Moody Blues from that time?.
*were you even born in the 80's? - Yes.
*what year? - 85
*do you think little boys are horrendously ill behaved? – i prefer them over little girls...which r jus lil bitches...
*have you ever thrown anything at a moving car? if so, what? – yes snow...a lacrosse ball by accident
*name a villian in a movie that scared you when you were a kid – Judge Doom from Who Framed Roger Rabbit...i watched that last night...i now realize how dirty this movie actually is...not for small children...
*have you seen the original friday the thirteenth? - Yes
*the original chucky? - yes
*what do you say when you stub your toe off of the corner of the coffee table? - or in my case a bed...Usually something that rhymes with Puck
*what's the highest thing you've ever jumped off of and landed unharmed? – i dun like heights...so probably a relatively low wall
*does it snow where you live? - Sometimes
*if yes, do you go sled riding? – i used to...dun have a sled anymore and last time i went it resulted in a concussion. I cant afford to kill anymore brain cell with unnecessary head injury
*how many people do you know who were born in november? - Myself...My friend Gina...
*what month has the most people you know born in it? – i dunno any of my friends birthdays...which is sad
*do holidays make you festive? –sometimes...
*have you ever smashed somebody's halloween pumpkin? – No.
*ever had yours smashed? – yea.
*do you celebrate christmas? – yup.
*if not, do you still watch "how the grinch stole christmas" when it comes on television? – yea...
*do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money? - I found it quite humorous.
*ever had a hot teacher? – i dun think so...
*if yes, did you flirt with him/her? – nope
*how do you treat people you are attracted to? – I try to flirt...sometimes end up stumbling on my words and stuttering like a retard...turn real red in the face too
*what do you want for your birthday this year? – maybe ill get a belly button piercing...i dunno yet
*do you still go trick or treating? – nah i jus eat the candy my mom buys for the small evil children and give them pennies whenthey come to teh door
*have you ever worked in a supermarket? - nah
*how about a restaurant? - nah
*what color is your bedspread? – White/purple/green...
*do your eyes change colors? - sometimes...theyve been grey...blue...green
*do you believe that we walked on the moon? - yea i suppose.
*have you ever gotten a computer virus? - Yes, I downloaded it.
*if so, what was it and how did you get rid of it? – i didnt...my computer suffered and slowly became more brain damaged till 2 years afta the download of virus (and purchase of the comp)it died.
*describe your junior high/middle school gym teacher – pervert...like to watch the boys get undressed...
*what was your first date like? – dun remember
*did you go/are you going to the prom? – yea
*are you a vegetarian? – i love meat...
*have you ever hugged a stuffed animal or pillow and pretended that it was your significant other, or someone you had a crush on? – ...no...of course not
*has anyone ever called you a b****? – i respond to that actually.
*has anyone ever called you an a**hole? - yea
*are you? - probably
*what's the first thing you do when you get home from school/work? – eat or sleep.
*do you play any musical instruments? if so, what? – I play everything...jus badly
*tell me about the best school-related activity you ever took part in – Choir i guess...one act...
*what's your religion? – People tend to think im either A)Really religious or b) an atheist or some religion that believes god is dead...im actually jus a normal Presbyterian...
*do you knock on people's doors at 7 a.m. on saturdays, trying to give them a pamphlet and tell them about the lord, or ask random people at the mall if they’ve been saved, yet you think that doesn’t count as forcing religion? - nope...jus might one day jus to see the annoyed look on peoples faces
*is sex an uncomfortable topic for you? – nope!

*what is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it? – spiders
*when other people vomit, does it make you sick? – yes..

*do your clothes match? - usually
*what are you wearing right now? – jeans sweatshirt with sparkly writing.

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coconuts! [31 Mar 2003|08:20am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

stimulus package...Double taxation on dividends...tax cuts...bush...coconuts...

argh im sleepy...no desire to be in school...only catchin bits of whats going on in this class...which really sux when im asked a question cause i tend to stare blankly...but then again....i do that when im payin attention to...so whatever...

unemployment...misconduct...coconuts...German equipment...productivity...Soviet Union...tea from India...coconuts...

...god i really should listen to whats going on...</font>


i dunno why but these keep making me laugh...theyre really not that funny but for some reason they are...probably cause i can see some of my friends actin like the 1st one...and the denial in the 2nd one was me for like 3 days this year...denial is good...everyone should be in denial...

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What does "G" stand for? [28 Mar 2003|12:22pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

how can so many people i cant stand be in this Mod all at once? I can't move my head or these headphone go out....should be doing

ma21t5h 2

....thank you Vasilis...keyboard needed to be abused...

as i was sayin...i should be doing math...but im busy...and distracted...discussing Gary's little "adventure" ...its gross...but amusing...

many things r amusin me lately...

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*warning* May contain traces of Slang or *gasp* abbreviation [27 Mar 2003|09:04pm]
[ mood | content ]

the Brother's car is totaled...he gets a new one...a new used one...hes arguring with the parentals about it...hes wants a mustang...

hell...i jus wanna be able to DRIVE my car...i dun care what it is...

Now i have a question...who r u anonymous person? and why do u keep replying to my posts? Jus windering...a student at the Academies maybe? or jus some random lil person surfing round LJ.com?

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blah! [27 Mar 2003|09:29am]
[ mood | amused ]

hehe thank you anonymous person who called methe worst writer ever! I'm very flattered...

I'm a loser...but I'm cool with that.

sooo boored sitin bout the DK mod laughing at the porn star pcitures of moi...very humorous. The broken toe is pissing me off i keep stubbing that foot and knocking my toe...hurts...

hmm so bored...

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boredom [21 Mar 2003|10:08am]
[ mood | bored ]

sooo bored...tried writing a song...its sux but i dun seem to care...i have a fat useless apple loving loser once AGAIN hovering behind me... One of these days im jus gonna turn around and kick him in the balls

on to shitty song

I know I’m a little off
Something just aint right

Always the pacifist
Looking for a fight.

Always the tomboy
And yet a diva queen

Cluelessly twirling my hair
Digging deeper jus to find out what it all means

Preppy punk
Torn between 2 worlds

A contradiction to their rules
A bug in the system

Sometimes I can’t stand those around me
Liars, hypocrites, and sycophants.
As far as the eyes can see

And here I am caught between two places
Grasping at two worlds
And showing them two faces

Two different grins
4 sets of eyes
Hundreds of different manners

Yet just 1 mind
That’s thinking only…
What does this all matter?

There are some days I know where I belong
Other…I’m not so sure

Disappointed glares peering
From the other side of this one way door

And here I am slipping further away
Into my own lil mode

Cause I know if I stay with them
my heads bound to explode...

Sometimes I can’t stand those around me
Liars, hypocrites, and sycophants.
As far as the eyes can see

And here I am caught between two places
Grasping at two worlds
And showing them two faces

Two different grins
4 sets of eyes
Hundreds of different manners

Yet just 1 mind
That’s thinking only…
What does this all matter?

Someday the glass will shatter
2ways where there was only 1

And ill walk with them forever
Two different worlds under 1 sun.

Sometimes I can’t stand those around me
Liars, hypocrites, and sycophants.
As far as the eyes can see

And here I am caught between two places
Grasping at two worlds
And showing them two faces

Two different grins
4 sets of eyes
Hundreds of different manners

Yet just 1 mind
That’s thinking only…
What does this all matter?

…why does it matter?

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et4837nhwu☺ƒ [17 Mar 2003|08:42am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

TRACK!!! bLAH! TRACK! Guess who I am!

....People without braincells should shut the fuck up....honestly if she screams out the word track or somethin to do with track im gonna walk over and shove my sneaker straight down her throat!


im done....


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bored.... [07 Mar 2003|09:37am]

yeah that competition in the previous post? fuck it...i forgot to send it in.

i've been noticing lately really lil and stupid things r pissin me off...like the high pitched squeal of other girls around me...really pissin me off...or the fact i have to stay here on my half day til 3:30...really pissin me off...

sooooo boreeeeddddd....

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comp poem [17 Jan 2003|11:19am]
[ mood | creative ]

Im entering a competition yay!

Hafta fnis the poem for it

Cold are the bars
of the room with the window one
Dark are the shadows
never touched here by the sun

Dirty is the floor
from which beady eyes gaze up
Bare are the walls
stained with wine from some shattered cup

Unsure is the boy
hid in shadows to far to long
Blank are his eyes
Lacking innocence or song

rah rah rah
fill in with more poetry for
a few verses

Cold Afraid Unsure
Lying on the ground
Sunwashed is his soul
In this golden light he's found

And so begind the rain
Wash away old life
He smiles as he lay
And finds the strength to live again.

It's depressin i kno...Using Dmitri for inspiration

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Boredom... [14 Jan 2003|02:08pm]
[ mood | calm ]

"Christ. No, not Christ. These leavings were made in propitiation of a much older God then the Christian one. People have called Him different things at different times, but Rachel's sister gave Him a perfectly good name I think: Oz the Gweat and Tewwible, God of dead things left in the ground, God of rotting flowers in drainage ditches, God of the Mystery." -Steven King; Pet Sematary

oooo I love this quote....I loved this entire book actually. I'm quite tired right now....not enjoying school all too much either....still stuck here for 2 1/2 more hours...think I might take a nap....

this Was certainly a pointless post...^-^()

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im a klepto! wheee! [10 Dec 2002|10:57pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

1. What time is it? 10:40PM
2. How old are you? 17
3. What is your favorite drink? Coke/pepsi
4. What kind of music do you like? anything and everything except rap
5. Do you have a crush? Who? ...no...
6. What is your full name? None of ur damn business
7. When is your birthday? Nov. 4 1985
8. What is your favorite day of the week? Saturday
9. What are your favorite foods? sushi/almonds
10. What room are you in? my bedroom
11. What city do you live in? Carlstadt
12. Have you ever been out of state? ...i'm not THAT sheltered
13. Where are you from? NJ
14. Who is your best friend? i don't think i exactly have a best friend...jus a group of close ones
15. How long have you known them? som for quite awhile...a few for like 3 years
16. Do you think you know everything about them? probably not...i know that most of them are either crazy or have severe problems in the sense of humor area of their minds
17. How many children do you want? 2 or 3
18. And what names would you give them? Jared maybe...jordan for a girl i guess...hell i dont know
19. What is your favorite candy? Reisens/chocolate charlston chews
20. Quiet or loud? LOUD as humanly possible
21. Short or tall? short
22. Weird or original? original
23. Nice or mean? depends on situations and what the last time someone pissed me off was
24. Friendly or selfish? friendly
25. Normal or special? *stupid grin* Mommy says I'm special!
26. Smart or stupid? what type of smart? Smart IQ wise yea....commone sense...eh...
27. Boring or fun? I'm fun.
28. Attractive or unattractive? i think im attractive...whoever says im not can stick it up there ass
29. What age do you want to be married at? when ever i happen to fall in love
30. Who will you marry? i dont know
31. Describe yourself in one word? original
32. Strangest habit you may have? ...stealing from my friends lockers...
33. What is your best physical feature? my hair? (damn i sound conceited)
34. What is your best memory? i dunno...the day my bro left for college? ^-^()
35. Do you have any siblings? ....look up.
36. What would you do if you could have any job in the world? Fictional Writer
37. What kind of car do you have? Ford Escort...too bad i don't have a lisense to go with it.
38. What kind of car do you want? porshe
39. Do you think you will ever get it? yes...yes i will if i have to STEAL it!
40. Have you ever had sex? nope
41. Have you ever kissed somebody? yes
42. Parents names? Diana and David
43. Height? 5'1? 5'2 i dunno
44. Eye color? grey blue (not green damn it!)
45. Hair color? blond
46. Piercings? ears 2X
47. Tattoos? nope
48. Where and What do you see yourself in 20 years? doing somethin in communications or writing a best selling book? (pft yea righ)
49. Are you in love? not that i know of
50. Been in a car accident? maybe...don't remember...do bus acidents count?
51. Who is the last person you got mail from before this one? i found it on Chris's LJ
52. What do you do most often when you are bored? Steal from friends...listen to music...draw or write stuff
53. Who will respond to this the fastest? my penpal Diane?
54. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? i dunoo
55. Who are your best friends now? erm...Gina, Lucia chris charlie nat diane et laura i guess
56. Favorite radio station? KTU
57. If you were stuck on a deserted island, what one thing would you take with you? my computer
58. Do you wish you were somebody else? nope...not really
59. Do you like emails like this? this wasnt an email
60. What time is it now? 10:57

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SNOW! [05 Dec 2002|10:05am]
[ mood | happy ]

^-^ It's snowing so half day of school for me! Hehe I jus spent an half an hour searching for where my class was to find out i dont have class today...I'm oh so quick.

You're Insanly Smart

What type of Insanity are YOU?

Test by Snow Katt#101

If I'm so damn smart why couldnt i figure out when i have fricken free mods!?

What Color Eyes Should You Have?

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....wow that's insulting...and a contradiction to that other test...

What Sign of Affection Are You?

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...AWWW...I wanna boyfriend *sniffle*

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beer is bad... [30 Nov 2002|10:08am]
[ mood | sick ]

ugh...i hate myself right now...beer is so NOT my friend...went to a party my bro had with all his college friends...played beer pong...at round 1 am half way passed out on the couch then ran up stairs and threw up...then my best friend threw up...then we both passed out on my living room floor...i feel like such an ass...

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poem... [26 Nov 2002|01:22pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I'm gonna starts potsing my randoms poems here...outta sheer boredom

Last Sunrise...

Tell me as we walks on this lonely night
Do the stars shine?
Are they bright?

I lost my sight of these things…
Lost it long ago
Lost to my eyes are things of beauty and light
Taking their place
dark thoughts….strife…

When you release my hand
It all ends…
When you let me go
I’m free again…

Time with you though
Has been time well spent
And not one moment of it
Do I regret.

Yet when your hand lets go of mine
For one moment in time
You will understand…you will see…
That I do not die….I’m just set free

You grip my hand
Our time is short
And coming to its end

Will you cry?
I hope not long
Remember me…
For I’ll soon be gone

Do not cry though…
Not for long.
For I do not die…
I just move on

Remember times…
Where I danced and sang
Time where I smiled and cried
Or when I could not keep from laughing
No matter how hard I tried

Do not think of these moments to pass
For as unfair as it is…
They are our last.

A tear for you…
And one for me.
As slowly on the horizon
Dawn’s light we see.

Your grip goes slack
Your eyes shine with tears.
For the time is now
What you have come to fear.

A kiss for you…
Just one last time.
Make you think of times when you were mine.

And so my hand is let go.
Dawn’s light cause the tears on your cheeks to show

Goodbye my love.
Please do not cry…
At least…not for long.
For it’s never good bye
We just move on...

this thing is so damn long...but i like how it came out

What kind of porno would you star in?

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[25 Nov 2002|01:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i have nothing better to do right now...i'm impulsive today...ill probably start 4 or 5 projects (such as reactivatin this stupid journal) and not finish them or update them for months...and months....

i need a life....i should probably do something for productive...like homework...or a project...or sleep...i miss sleep...

What Breed of Hamster Are You?

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....me quiet? slow to anger? LOL Yea fuckin right!

Which personality disorder are you??

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You are Avoident. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

....i'm so so sad.....

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